Empress Sparkle

Another day, up and ready to go! Well sort of! There has been so many changes i have to make at the moment.   1 being sadly I have had to leave the team of darkside! This is for many reasons main 1 being commitment issues.  At the moment Empress is growing faster than I am expecting. Due to this it means branching out to different things.  These have already been discussed already on my other blogs. 

Today, Shaughney and I had 3 hour conversation and 1 of the things I always feel bad for is how much time I take up on my loyal followers.  Shaughney and Stacey are amazing and its rare not to see them around somewhere.  But at the moment its growing my followers for other loyal watchers.  I think though this day and age loyalty is a very rare quality in people.  That is why, I think I’m changing a lot.  Loyalty is one of the best aspects in a person.

So had a sit down for about an hour, then had to do my youngest daughter’s education.  We went through history of Leeds and she was so sad to hear about the way the poor children where treated in the mills.  It made her realise how lucky she was, as she would of been one of them children, if still happening now.  She asked me though a question I wasn’t sure how to answer, “mum, do the children get stuck here after death?”  This took me a few moments to answer, as I had to think about how to tell her YES!  We then spoke about how some children get lost in the white light, or they are afraid of it as they never knew love.  But the hardest one was talking about religion and how that sometimes is a big factor.  As even in the 1800’s they were taught death was a bad thing.  We spoke about how for some they don’t think they were behaved enough in life to go into the white light.  

This then lead to another question, “will I be stuck here?”  My reaction was instant, “no, baby girl you won’t.”  Can I assure her that won’t happen, NO!  But can I hope and pray it doesn’t YES!  I explained my beliefs, and that when Hermes comes to take her to the meadows to go with him, as mummy and daddy will be waiting to see her again.  She reassured me she would, and that she would write down that she wants coins placed on her eyes or in her hands to pay Charon, to get passed the river Styx.  I smiled stroked her hair and said I think that’s enough for today.  Home Education leads down many different paths during lessons, but for me, these ones can be hard, as none of us ever want to think about our babies passing.  

After witch circle tonight, which was so much fun.  And I also found out a lot about how my guys were thinking.  This shocked me a little as I thought they were ok with some things but obviously not.  I am so grateful to have an amazing crew around me to help and support where is needed.  Thank you all so much for this.

Then I went to chill, Emperor put on the new film Tarot, and omg, it blew my mind.  It is good, but at the same time in my eyes could of had some areas a bit better.  But one of the main things for me is it showed, not to play with cursed objects.  Also how she should of gone on her gut instincts.  Have you seen Tarot yet? 

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